Human nature dictates that if you are in a fight, and your opponent knows more than you, you should be extremely intimidated and consider giving up.

When I was fighting the gangstalkers I realized that knowledge is not necessarily power.

In this way, the Neural Net and the FBI in general is highly accustomed to taking advantage of the tilted playing field you can get when you remind people how much you know about them.

However, there are plenty of reasons to unlearn this fear.

The problem of perspective

Another useful thing to understand about fighting a team of satellite operators is where they are perspective comes from.

From what I am told satellite operators get most of their intelligence about what’s going on in the ground simply from reading peoples minds. What this means is that - like intelligence gathered in more traditional ways, their intelligence can inherit a lot of the problems associated with people’s own perceptions of what is going on.

Also, because they have so much information, they are forced to make a lot of choices up front in terms of whose mind to read.

The thing is though reality is very complicated, and often the person on the street whose mind is red may not really understand something. What they know could be totally BS on the one hand, or on the other hand, they may have a vague understanding of the general gist of something that’s happening, but not really understand the details. The other possibility is that they have the details, totally wrong, or they are totally biased.

The thing is, these details can be totally critical to the success or failure of an operation. I would speculate that their ability to erase memories with impunity has probably made up for a lot of mistakes in the past.

Access to the outside world

Based on what I’ve been told, like in other repressive societies, in the neural net access to the outside world is highly restricted unless you are of high status. And this includes Internet access. Intuitively this does make sense because it restricts the ability of the people inside to communicate even with cleared people who are in the outside world. This also means is that the people who are trapped inside primarily see the world outside through the lens of the satellite.

Knowing versus acting with effectiveness

The other thing to keep in mind is that just because you have the largest repository of information on the planet, doesn’t mean you know how the world will react if you interact with it a certain way. The people who are in charge of the neural net, based on what I have been told with some corroboration, tend to be psychopaths, often with a narcissistic or an egotistical bent, and while they can be smart, they tend to be extremely cynical about people. Although they were able to rest control of the satellite and set up this evil parallel society, what they don’t understand is that their understanding of who people are and how the world works is not rational. Although they have excellent information, they still process it through a model of human nature that reflects their own dysfunctions as human beings, and because they have been unopposed for so long, it has gone largely unchallenged.

The Neural Net is challenged by the new environment

The fact that the satellite’s capabilities are becoming public knowledge, even orally, is also changing the game. They are totally unused to having to worry about anyone scrutinizing their activities, much less even knowing what they’re capabilities are or what they are up to.

The satellite has been secret for over 20 years, but it’s only been public for a matter of months, depending on how you count it. This means that they are very inexperienced at using the satellite in an environment where people know it exists and have an idea of what it can do.

Control of information

The other thing is that I’ve been told that the neural net is very selective about what information they share with the broader FBI because they want to maintain control. While I have limited means to verify this independently, it does make intuitive sense. The neural net is very much run by people who take the view that knowledge is power, and everything about how they operate is tailored to conceal their information and limit leakage.

The satellite does not erase the concept of secrecy, but it does evolve it

With the satellite, the question of keeping secrets is totally a combination of time, resources, and security by obscurity in some cases.

Running is no longer an option

The thing to understand about fighting the neural net, is that running is totally off the table, and this is just as true, for the people trapped inside of it - even if they side with the bosses- , the people trying to fight it, and the people in the world who have accustomed themselves to the idea that somehow they will perpetually be ignored by flying below the radar.

Thinking in the noise

From what I can tell, the Neural Net is actually really bad at crisis management. They can be a very soft target.

My impression from what my handlers tell me is that this has a lot to do with how their institution is structured.

According to one source, “the thing is about being in the neural net is that you are not ever allowed to disconnect which means that it is really, really hard to think.”

The other thing is that one of the key things the neural net master does to maintain control is that he forces people in the neural net to share the same neural net channel.

The psychological effect of this is compounded by the deliberate packing of a lot of minds on the same channel. This is a lot like a conference call where the invite list is too big - but with the Neural Net, because you communicate simply by thinking, it is really hard to ‘mute’ yourself.

From what I am told, this acts as a check on the ability of both the evil people inside the Neural Net - who would gladly take power if they could - as well as the people who are trying to fight back, as it makes it harder for everyone to concentrate.

According to one of my sources: “the neural net master likes that no one other than him is able to think deeply.”

The Neural Net is a soft target

I have noticed that often the Neural Net’s response to a crisis can be very undisciplined and impulsive. I have observed this several times, where I have taken an action that creates panic, and then I have watched the handler’s orders and the corresponding satellite attacks change from one direction to another in response.

My perception is that this has a lot to do with the people who are in charge, who tend to be psychopaths who are very accustomed to getting their way. When something doesn’t go their way - or they don’t get their way, they seem to be prone to spiraling into screaming incoherence while the crisis we created for them grows bigger and bigger. I’m told another common trigger for conflict inside the ranks is when they are running out of satellite power, because they seldom agree on where to send it.

I’ve been told these screaming matches get so big that the bad guys will sometimes end up murdering each other.

They can also act very violently and thoughtlessly in this situation, so it's good to have your defenses ready ahead of time, especially if you anticipate they are about to buckle.

This information is for informational purposes only and its use is provided at your own risk. I am not a lawyer, medical professional or mental health professional and this does not replace the advice of such a professional.

I may have beaten back the gangstalkers and put the heat on the FBI, but if I don’t find some way to get paid for my work, I will fall.

Some may worry that paying for my work - or even following it - will get them in trouble.

I have put some thoughts together on this.

The FBI

As far as the FBI is concerned, the everyday person will probably only deal with the ‘regular’ FBI coming after you personally if they think you broke the law. The answer is just to follow the law, and always seek the advice of an attorney if you are accused of a crime. Don’t sign ANYTHING they hand you unless you have an attorney look it over first.

I’m not a lawyer, but in my perception the most common ways that people who are not professional criminals (or drug addicts) get in really serious trouble is if they make a recording that isn’t legal, get involved in black hat hacking, or get caught drunk driving.

The gangstalkers

Gangstalking is still a real issue, however, the difference is the local police tend to be very interested in punishing gangstalkers.

If you find yourself being gangstalked, you are already on a list. The most important thing to do in that situation is to gather information and to push back as hard as you can. This means gathering information and turning over to the local police. If you fight hard enough, they may decide you are too much trouble to be handled.

Data brokers - and activist groups who might pay them

If you pay for my work, the fact that you did so will probably end up in the hands of data brokers. This is a risk you will just have to accept.

Your credit card processor is probably just as happy to sell you out as mine is to sell me out. Their security practices might actually be pretty good. But just because they won’t let someone shoplift doesn’t mean that your information is not for sale, and to whomever will pay for it.

The question of the market for data, what is being sold, what is being anonymized adequately and what isn’t, and what as a practical matter should or should not be appropriate or legal is a separate and very complicated topic.

The bottom line is, somebody who is determined enough will be able to find out about your subscription.

Seek empowerment, because hiding is not an option anymore

Bullies have always been a part of our world. The difference is now it’s extremely difficult to hide. The price of hiding now, or even keeping your head down from whomever it is that possesses an unchecked attitude that they have a right to hamper what you say and what you do only gets higher as they remain unchallenged.

I may be known now as the guy who defeated the gang stalkers, but I had to go through this learning process myself, which is why I am hoping to offer you what I see are the lessons from my experience.

Notice how delicate this is. You can suffer for a long time and still learn the wrong lessons from that suffering. This is another reason why I think foundational clarity is so important.

What I can tell you is that hiding shaved years off my life and tightened the noose around my neck.

As for what did work, there’s a lot to say on this, but one big part is being willing to act in the face of fear.

Even if you don’t find yourself in an awful situation, I still hope that my work informs and empowers you so that you can touch the world and thoughtfully work to make it a better place.

Ending note

I hope the information here was helpful. If you have questions, please feel free to contact me at truthanddanger [at] proton [dot] me.

Cheers,

Nathan

This information is for informational purposes only and its use is provided at your own risk. I am not a lawyer, medical professional or mental health professional and this does not replace the advice of such a professional.

I used to not know how to take risks. I was afraid to risk anything, and it kept me in a state in which I was permanently, frozen in place. Being an accused sex offender totally fixed that however, because when you are falsely accused of a sex crime, and the gangstalkers setting you up are also threatening to kill you and your mother, there was no greater hopelessness than being stuck in place.

When I grew up, it always felt like there was a documentary playing about a mountain climbing disaster where someone was trying to summit and they ended up falling into a crevasse- or worse.

Our society nowadays is full of messages reminding us to be careful what we say, and of course to be careful what we do. But unmentioned are the consequences of not saying and not doing the things that really matter, and the direction our communities slide - and the world slides - when we surrender to fear without thinking about what really matters.

I think everybody knows this on a certain level - but without the right mindset, they end up letting themselves down. Everybody has an intuitive sense of when authority is being misused, or when someone is trying to compel them to do something without legitimacy, but for some reason they find their actions don’t honor their intentions.

Risk is a hard subject because even talking about it is a risk. Hi lawyers ;)

But guess what, society these days is soaked in fear. Fear is a thing I know a few things about, having had to deal with all kinds of bad and very dangerous people for the duration of my adult life. Part of dealing with any persistent problem in life usually involves some kind of risk. But how do you know what risks to take? I want to give you my playbook, not because it is perfect, or that I am perfect, but because I do think it will help.

Worthless risks

Clearly some risks are good risks and some are bad. Bike riding without a helmet is a basket example of a bad risk. If you fall, you can get a concussion and damage your brain which is the most important asset anyone has. And what do you get for it? You get to ride around with the wind your hair, which can be kind of nice, but is it worth the potential consequence?

Fear is information because life is precious

Fear is there to force you to ask, what is the situation and what does this mean?

I am not fearless, I feel fear all the time. Fear is information you don’t want to live without. Fearlessness is not a virtue, it is a vice.

It is better to be someone who acts in the face of fear, and only takes your life into your hands if you assess it to be truly important, meaningful and unavoidable. If you take your life into your hands you should do it as a caring, empathetic person, who has assessed the situation thoroughly and is interested in both your own welfare as well as that of other people, because then you are putting it in the hands of someone who truly cares.

Like most sane, healthy people I do not like gambling with my life, and neither should you.

Your value system

My opinion is that you should aim for the highest possible good with your life, and to really do your homework so that you understand what that highest possible good is. This idea comes from the Canadian psychologist Jordan Peterson, whose work I hold in extremely high esteem. He showed me how important this is, at a time in my life where it could not have been more critical.

You should see the task of defining your ideals and aligning your choices accordingly as a hard task, because that is what it is. Our present time is all at once dangerous and complex, with not much in the ways of certainty. And that is before you consider how the choices you make in this environment will be perceived by other people.

The good news is that America is a vast and wonderful marketplace of ideas. Even within belief systems there is diversity of thought. But you need to find something that really challenges you, and gives you and your choices the tough love that they need to get better. That doesn’t mean the news will always be bad, but you need a belief system and a group of people that are ready to deliver you the bad news so that you know when you need to adjust.

There is a certain ethic of radical and unconditional self-love within our culture that takes many forms but in the end is very dangerous for a person as well as the people and the community around them. The mistakes you make on this path can be hard to come back from, and waking up when you’re on this path seems to be even harder because its adherents have to admit fault AND surrender their worldview AND their coping mechanism.

You need to go in a different direction. Find a belief system that gives you a sense of what matters and start with a foundation of faith that you are a good person, who can offer the world something, even if you don’t totally understand what that ‘something’ is. And that ‘something’ may change over time, because the world is fluid.

You can try to invent your own belief system, but it’s a lot like trying to build the space shuttle all by yourself, and if you crash, you can harm more than just yourself. But if you can fly your vehicle of faith and meaning somewhere, who knows how many lives you can lift. People throw around the word ‘impossible’ as if what is possible is even knowable by mortals like you and I.

With G-d anything is possible. And yes, I have my own foundation which comes from my opinions, but right now I am making the choice that the most important thing I can do for you, rather than evangelize, is just to get you started seeking.

Someone may disagree with this choice, and that is okay. Maybe from that discussion I might learn something.

Foundational clarity

From this homework, you gain what I call ‘foundational clarity’, which is my term for one’s understanding of their life, their story, their situation, and their purpose. Even better than pointing you in the right direction, it will tell you what you should aim for. The word origin for sin comes from a very, very old term that refers to when an archer misses their target. My sense of foundational clarity tells me where the target is and structures my actions, because now I’m thinking about what I will need to do to hit the target, and what I should be willing to wager to make the mark.

Your sense of foundational clarity helps you solve a lot of other problems, too. It is the basis for building a justified belief in yourself, because it gives you a sense of how to judge yourself. If you see problems - and you should always see something you should improve - then the answer is not self-loathing, self-soothing, or self-care - but training and study, ideally with other people.

Focus on the journey, rather than where you are in the context of the skill relative to other people. I am the least literate of anyone in my house of worship. I am also the slowest person in my running group. I don’t care. What matters is that every day I hit the road of life with everything I have, doing the things that I think are the most important, and improving at those things a little each day.

False leads

1. Taking risks simply because you think people will approve of it.

The judgement of other people who know you and want the best for you is very helpful, but that is a small subset of all people. The community’s judgement can help guide you sometimes. But you have to be thoughtful about what input you accept, and how you use it. I don’t think you can solve this problem without a value system, anyways.

You can try to please the crowd, but sometimes the crowd is lost. History is full of cautionary tales of the mob demanding the individual do something destructive.

2. Taking risks because they feel good.

This isn’t always bad, and some amount might even be healthy. The thing to keep in mind is that when this goes bad, it can go really, really bad - for you or other people. You only get one life and so much time, and since you have the awesome privilege of being alive you should probably avoid stabbing yourself in the eye unless it’s really meaningful. And since we’re talking about meaning now, see where this goes? Back to the problem of how do you make good value judgements.

3. Taking risks because somebody powerful thought it would be a good idea.

This one isn’t inherently bad, but can go really, really bad. Again, history is full of examples of obedience to formal and informal authority figures going awry. If you get an instruction, how do you know whether to follow it? Here we go again, with value judgements…

The better answer

Choose the risks you take based on your foundational clarity, a broad assessment of the situation, an understanding of what the downside risks are, and a value judgement that a risk is worth taking.

This information is for informational purposes only and its use is provided at your own risk. I am not a lawyer, medical professional or mental health professional and this does not replace the advice of such a professional.

Possibly the most difficult to deal with form of satellite attack is when the satellite is used directly against your brain.

To put it in coarse terms, the intention is usually to make you ‘dumber’ in some area. They will often pair these with physical symptoms so that you associate your poor cognitive performance with the physical ailment that you think you have.

The Neural Net calls their attacks on your nervous system ‘disruption’. My impression as to why is that they think referring to satellite attacks as ‘disruption’ instead of ‘assault’ or something else will somehow protect them in court. I prefer to call it nervous system ‘tampering’ instead of ‘disruption’, although I am not a lawyer.

I am told that the existing intellect that you have really matters. From what I have been told by the handlers, to really cripple a smart person you have to crank it up so high that you use a lot of power - so much so that you risk killing them. Though the Neural Net has no problem with killing someone, an unplanned death creates a problem that has to be covered up, which is much harder if you are keeping good records.

There are a couple forms this can take. Note that this list isn’t complete, and I don’t have access to the manual. These are just the forms I have experienced.

Metacognition

When they disrupt this center, you will have trouble focusing, planning as well as with making impulsive decisions you would otherwise restrain. If they use this on you, you will feel loopy and unfocused. Distractions you would otherwise tune out become very tantalizing. It’s easy to go in circles when you’re being disrupted, and you might find your mind circling between your main task and the distractions around it without getting anything done. When this gets turned up, it will feel harder to take a thread- be it an idea, or a task, and follow it all the way through to the end.

Logical reasoning

This one can really hurt your problem-solving. You will problems involving reasoning will suddenly be much harder. Number crunching, logical inference, and thinking ahead will be impacted. This will impact your ability to calculate a tip as well as your chess game.

Creativity / Risk assessment

If you are the kind of person who generates a lot of ideas, you will feel the well run to a trickle, or completely dry. You won’t feel those ‘aha’ moments when you see a new pattern as much. There are other little clues. Music won’t feel as good to listen to. If you try to hum along to a song, you will have more trouble being in tune. Your experience of the world will feel less visceral and vivid. You will feel emotionally kind of numb and the world will feel less vivid. If it’s turned up enough it can give you a feeling that’s similar to waking up from anesthesia, only you might still have your energy if they are not trying to make you fatigued.

Tampering with your creativity is not just about stopping you from painting or finishing that coding problem. This form of attack is actually extremely dangerous, because shutting down your creativity also impacts your ability to assess risks.

If they shut down your creativity, making you numb to emotion and risk, and then pair it with another attack - say one that arouses your emotions - like ‘sad mode’ or ‘rage mode’, then a situation can get extremely dangerous and you can get into real trouble.

Social intelligence

Shutting this one down makes you less interested in, and able to relate to, people. You will feel a lot more aloof and socially awkward than you otherwise would. Social situations will feel more forced and less easy. If they want you to behave more like a psychopath they combine this with an attack that adds emotions such as arrogance and/or rage into the mix.

Language

This one is actually the easiest to notice. They can tamper with your language functions in short bursts to make you stumble or stutter. They can also just leave it on. At a low level you will be less articulate. When turned up higher, you will find yourself stuttering more often, stumbling over your words, repeating phrases, and having trouble getting a sentence out. People can be very superficial and have a very condescending impression of what they see, not realizing that you are being hit by the satellite. (or that there are people out there who are not that verbal but are also brilliant)

This one can be used to try to make you look less intelligent in public, or in meetings, or also, less believable when you are trying to ask for help from someone.

Spatial intelligence

When they tamper with this one, you will have trouble judging distances and shapes. This one is really bad when you are driving.

Combinations

My understanding is that there are certain combinations of attacks on your nervous system that the Neural Net will use and reuse over time. A few common ones are below.

“The Cocktail”

One of these combinations is known as “The Cocktail”. From what I am told it is a special formulation of nervous system tampering that is designed to make it as hard as possible to get anything done. It is specially formulated to target knowledge workers. From what I am told, it involves “tampering with every brain center slightly”, and then adding inflammation and sleep mode to drain your energy. It feels like being fatigued, mentally fuzzy and groggy, and I personally have found my sinuses always get stuffed up with the inflammation.

The Hangover

I can’t really tell you what this one feels like because I don’t usually drink, and my handlers haven’t used it on me yet (that I know of and remember).

“Asperger mode”

This one, I’m told involves disruption of your social skills, your balance, and some mood tampering that makes you feel sad.

Psychopath mode

This mode involves shutting down your social skills and empathy, and also tampering with your mood to make it angry. I’m told they also add some arrogance to the mood tampering as well.

Insanity mode

This mode I’m told is particularly bad:

“Nathan what we do is we take every satellite mode that makes you feel an emotion and then we turn them all on at once.”

How to respond

When you are fighting the satellite, your mind is far and away your most important weapon. Not having all of your faculties in a fight that involves the satellite is a lot like being stuck in the woods with a wet box of old matches instead of a fire starter.

This form of attack is the hardest to respond to because instead of attacking your body, where you can think about how to solve the problem, it attacks your problem solving capacity itself. Even if you know this capability exists, know it might get used on you, and catch it as soon as it starts happening it is still really hard to deal with, especially on your own.

“Nathan, your existing strength in an area really matters when it comes to satellite disruption is our term, of your nervous system.”

Prompt detection is really important when it comes to managing a situation that involves attacks on the mind. Think through what it feels like and how your senses work, and how you feel when you are you, and check in with yourself. If you find yourself thinking abnormally, take note of it immediately and compare your sense of how you are feeling and perceiving with what normal is.

If you find yourself thinking ‘I really don’t feel like myself’ then that is a big red flag.

As with anything else with the satellite, knowing these capabilities exist - and knowing to check yourself- will help you improve your sense of what is going on.

This is where having a supportive team can really help you. With you checking yourself, and others checking on you, your team can help you respond and working together you can read the situation, extract the intelligence, and hit back.

Feeling crappy lately?

Because the satellite can impact your nervous system in so many ways, and without any obvious ‘side effect’, it can be very difficult to tell when the satellite is tampering with your nervous system.

This platform has been kept very, very secret for decades. NDAs are a big reason, but also important is the way the employ the technology so as to hide their fingerprints.

For professionals who end up in the line of fire, you should think about the circumstances of your surrounding situation from the perspective of someone looking at it from the outside, who has the capability to read minds, but may or may not have decided its worth reading all of the minds who are involved.

For TIs, my sources in the Neural Net say that you may have to deal with the satellite tampering with your nervous system as soon as you are gangstalked - and this can be long before you end up dealing with handlers.

Warning signs

1. Preexisting health issues suddenly get worse

One red flag is when you have preexisting health issues that seem to suddenly get much worse at the point at which you think you may been starting to get targeted. Just keep in mind that this point in time may be earlier than you think.

2. Unhealthy habits seem to harm you even more

If you have an unhealthy habit, satellite operators like to accentuate the adverse impact of that habit so you feel even worse. So if suddenly that cinnamon roll you have in the morning that used to make you feel a little bit bad but suddenly makes you feel really, really bad, that is a sign.

3. Skipping a healthy habit seems to harm you even worse

Similarly, just as they can hide behind an unhealthy habit, satellite operators can hide their tampering of your nervous system behind inconsistency around a healthy habit. For instance, if you skip your morning run for a few mornings and instead of feeling a just a little bit less like yourself you feel much worse, that is a clue as well.

Food as a way to hide nervous system tampering

I bring up cinnamon rolls because food is a common way for the Neural Net to hide their influence on your body. Why? Because for most people, the way they eat is shaped by what they enjoy, as well as seeking out variety. That variety means that when you eat something, and you feel bad, you might tie the way you feel to what you ate, or the way it is prepared. It also adds variables that make it harder to figure out what’s going on.

Making their exit

The other thing about satellite operators is that once they intervene in your life - by making you feel sick, or giving you an allergic reaction - they are always looking for a way to make a subtle exit to turn off - or down - their interference on your body. Satellite power is finite, and if they leave on too high for too long then you might notice something is amiss. They would much rather you attribute the cause of your feeling bad to a circumstance in your choices or your immediate environment, so that they preserve the secrecy of their methods.

If they have made you more inflamed in response to that cinnamon roll, they might ‘turn down’ that inflammation 2-3 hours later. It may still damage your performance at that morning meeting, though.

If they have tied whatever their tampering is to a healthy habit, they ‘turn it down’ after you resume your healthy habit.

But there is no guarantee they will you all of your health - or your mental capacity - back. In fact, they use these stimuli to make you feel a lot worse, and then after they turn it down, the still leave your system suppressed a little bit.

This is very insidious, especially if you are in a competitive, high pressure context where mistakes have a price and you need to be able to deliver.

Catching them making mistakes

The timing of what to look for can be a big clue. Sometimes, I’ve noticed that satellite operators can make the mistake of accidentally triggering an adverse symptom a few moments before you actually eat that cinnamon roll, IE, when you are thinking about eating something. If they make this mistake, it’s a good way to catch them.

Impacting your physical well-being to hide their impact on your mind

Anyone who has a real interest in performance knows that your thinking and your physical health are linked. And if you are feeling sick after that sushi and you are having trouble solving that problem at work, you might think it’s because you ate that sushi.

But the satellite can and will be used to impact your cognitive performance in a lot of ways. This is bad because dealing with a satellite operator is all about the decisions that you make. So is performance at any kind of job where you perform knowledge work. It also can kill you if you perform a dangerous - but often essential job, where messing up can put you or someone else in harm’s way.

Your mind is both your biggest asset and your greatest weapon, and you should monitor it’s performance carefully.

Food is a common cover

Food is a real problem in this context because there are so many theories and philosophies about what to eat that you can spend years going down the wrong rabbit hole when the real problem all along was a secret US government weapons platform.

I know, crazy.

Concealment and information

Notice how these methods of concealment can take differing degrees of knowledge about a person and their life. If you are a high value target, you will need to watch out for all of these.

Being in touch with your mind and body over a long period of time is crucial, because it helps you build your perspective of what ‘normal’ is for you. The more you understand about your ‘baseline’ health, the more likely you will be to detect when the satellite is targeting you.

Making changes

Obviously, making more healthy choices day-to day can be a good idea, for your body as well as your mind, because obviously they will help your performance.

The thing you have to keep in mind if you are dealing with the satellite is that any change that you make - be it avoiding an unhealthy choice, like that cinnamon roll, or pursuing a healthy choice, like going for a morning run an additional day in your week, provides a basis for a satellite operator to intervene in your life.

You can think of this as a big equation, where on one side is how you feel, and on the other side are all of the variables the represent all of the choices you have made, and all of the circumstances in your situation.

There will come a time when you want to change a variable. Maybe you will want to feel better and improve your performance if you know that you are going into a big meeting, or a big fight.

Just keep in mind that if you are being heavily targeted, the changes you make can be used as the basis for hiding satellite tampering with your mind and body. If you remove an unhealthy choice like that cinnamon roll, they may use that to cover their retreat. If you add a healthy choice, but maybe you skip a day or two, they may try to punish you harder. If you make an unhealthy choice, then they can try to punish you even harder.

Since every choice is a variable, if you are seeking to gain information it may not make sense to change anything about your choices if you are already under attack. This is because if you know how your body and mind perform given a certain set of choices, you will be in a better position to identify when there is a deviation in your physical and mental well-being.

However, if you are very unhealthy, or if you decide you want to improve your baseline performance, you may want to make changes anyway.

Improving your baseline

In the past I have been in the unfortunate position where I was very unhealthy AND under attack. It can happen to you, the important thing is that you just have to read the situation and make the most practical choices you can - and hopefully this information here will help.

I highly recommend you get to a point where you make consistent choices that maintain a high level of well being, because you will have better decision making and endurance under pressure. Also, if they attack you, you are more likely to notice something is off.

Cheating

I do sometimes ‘cheat’ on my diet, but there are important tricks to ‘cheating’.

First, you shouldn’t do it too much. How much too much is, is up to you and is your responsibility to discern what ‘too much’ means.

Second, is to save your experimentation for periods when you don’t expect to have to perform. Just be advised if they are targeting you intensively enough they may try to press you into action during these periods.

Finally, it’s best to ‘cheat’ in ways that are still not too unhealthy for you to keep your baseline performance high and also maintain your readiness.

Information and hitting back

Just like with emotion manipulation, when you catch them messing with you, you get intelligence as to what their intentions are. I like to keep very meticulous records.

Just keep in mind, this information is intelligence, and as with other forms of intelligence, the enemy can always try to feed you bullshit.

But it is a starting point with which to juxtapose with your own information.

So hi, my name is Nathan Berkowitz. [laughs]

This is another example of what my voice can sound like.

Hi folks, I'm Nathan Berkowitz, and I want to share something strange and profound with you, but it's also very important.

And I'm going to try and get through this recording as best I can, though there may be some obstacles in the way that I will explain later.

So there is a very secretive group within the United States Federal Bureau of Investigation.

They are part of an entity that has become very powerful and that in a lot of ways has overgrown itself to the extent that they are now a lot like a cancerous tumor growing on - and possibly even outside - of the US government.

And I've encountered this entity as a Confidential Informant within the FBI. And I've been dealing with them directly for about a year.

So the story of how I came into contact with them is kind of long, but the general idea is that there was a crime ring that was terrorizing my community. They were threatening to kill me. They were threatening to kill my mother. And most notoriously, they were framing me for sexual assault. What they would do is they would place cameras in bathrooms and then they would try to get the finger pointed at me.

Now I ended up, because it didn't seem like there was anything that was being done about them, I ended up taking matters into my own hands, and I went to the police, I proved my innocence, and I also helped them get the real bad guys.

And it ended up catching the attention of the FBI, I was told, and then there was interest in making me into an FBI Agent. And if you want to learn more about my story, you can find it on my website, truthanddanger.com.

Anyhow, so back to the entity. So this entity has access to a lot of resources, but really their main tool is a network of U.S. government satellites.

And these satellites, what's special about these satellites is that they serve as a Directed Energy Weapons platform. So these are weapons that my understanding is how they work is that they send energy down to the target. And they can be used to impact a target in a variety of different ways.

Exactly how they work is a matter of secrecy. And so I'm not particularly familiar with the scientific details of how they work. But that's the general idea.

And they are the same class of weapons that are being used on diplomats that cause what some would refer to as Havana Syndrome.

Now this group is testing this weapon system on vulnerable people around the world and they do it so that they can refine their weapons for use on cops, politicians, journalists, really anybody who might seem like they are standing in the way of this group's quest for power.

And a major purpose of the gang stalking industry, and it is a criminal industry, is to groom and to break new test subjects for this weapon system so that they can be experimented upon without going to the police or without being taken seriously by their society.

And that is a major reason why it's so hard to find good information online about gang stalking is because the gang stalking industry is part of a much bigger, even uglier puzzle that involves the U.S. government.

And these people who are in the pipeline, they're often called Targeted Individuals, just so you're familiar with that term and just to help you kind of piece the whole story together.

Anyways, one of the capabilities of this weapon system is to tamper with the human nervous system. So - one of - what that means is one of the things that it can do is it can send a beam or a pulse of energy. And what it can do is it can switch on or shut down parts of your nervous system.

And since your nervous system controls almost everything about your body. They can use this weapon as a murder weapon but they can also use it to subtly change many aspects of how your body functions.

In terms of what this thing can do, they can increase or decrease your metabolism. They can increase or decrease your heart rate. They can also give you a heart attack or they can even disrupt your brain function in a lot of ways that would interfere with your ability to do things like think and communicate.

And that, of course, makes it very, very dangerous.

Now, the kind of people who run this group tend to be - they tend to be psychopaths and they tend to be very vain as well as sadistic and obsessed with appearances in my observation.

And one of their favorite things to do to a person is to use the satellite to restrict your testosterone supply, as crazy as it sounds.

So I'm not a doctor, but my understanding of how the system works is the operator sends a command to the satellite to shut off your testosterone or to slow the release of your testosterone, let's say.

And then what the satellite does is the satellite sends a directed energy pulse or beam down to you on the surface of the earth. And that pulse or beam impacts your nervous system and changes the state of your nervous system.

And because your nervous system controls so much about your body, and that includes your hormones, the satellite can tell your nervous system to stop releasing testosterone into your bloodstream.

And as a result, you feel like you have lower testosterone even though, you know, if your body was left alone, your, the rate at which testosterone would be released into your bloodstream or into your body would be much different.

Now the satellite allows them to turn it up or down to whatever extent they want, like the volume on your phone.

And these people are very, very vain and very obsessed with appearances and interested in humiliating people.

And testosterone is really one of their favorite ways to do it in my observation.

Now it's easy to be dismissive of testosterone especially when you think about all the bizarre marketing for drugs and supplements and stuff for people who are trying to improve their testosterone situation but it's actually really important, and in my experience you can really feel when they restrict it.

But the thing is, is not only can you feel it when they restrict it, you can also hear it in the tone of your voice.

And this is something that they do to me all the time, especially since I started standing up to them.

Now, it's important to note, sometimes they restrict it more than others, although they generally have kept mine at a pretty low level for a very long time.

But I have managed to record a couple of clips of my voice with my phone at times when they were restricting my testosterone versus not restricting my testosterone as much. And you can hear what I sound like with the different amounts of testosterone flowing through my body.

So basically what I did was over roughly the past two weeks using the voice notes app on my phone, I recorded the way that my voice had typically sounded like when they were restricting my testosterone and then during brief periods when they were not restricting my testosterone, I took more clips so you can hear what it sounds like.

So let's have a listen.

I'm Nathan Berkowitz and I'm taking on the Federal Bureau of Investigation.

So hi, my name is Nathan Berkowitz.

This is an example of what my voice can sound like.

This is another example of what my voice can sound like.

This is another example of what my voice can sound like.

This is another example of what my voice can sound like.

This is another example of what my voice can sound like. How about that?

So now I mentioned that these people who run this group within1 the FBI tend to be psychopaths and very vain and obsessed with appearances and with humiliating people.

But it's important to keep in mind that testosterone is actually not just about sex. It also influences how you're perceived by other people and how you relate to them as well. You can think of all those clips and just think of how they would influence how you might perceive me and how differently your perception might be if you encountered those different voices or if you met me when I was using those different voices in different social contexts or in the same social context rather.

So, people tie testosterone to masculinity, but it's also important to keep in mind that it's very important for women as well.

And my sources tell me that you can ruin a marriage with a satellite just by impacting their testosterone, and that they will do this to people that they don't like.

And it's really more about - and more broadly, it's about more than just undermining somebody's private life. It can really impact your daily life as well.

So in my personal experience I've found that when they have restricted my testosterone supply I personally feel a lot more weak and soft and indecisive and obviously that's really bad in a lot of situations.

Like for instance if I'm trying to figure out what to do with my day or I'm trying to make a big decision.

Now, you can also negatively impact someone's social life with this thing. I mean, just think of how differently you might perceive this guy.

So hi, my name is Nathan Berkowitz.

From this guy.

This is another example of what my voice can sound like. How about that?

So as I've mentioned before, I've been told that they have ruined marriages with this thing. And it's not just because of the sex.

I can tell you in my personal experience that the amount of testosterone that I am feeling flowing in my body does have a subtle but very powerful impact on how I am perceived by other people.

And this is both how I'm perceived by men as well as by women.

Now I've been told that this is a common weapon that they will use against public figures and other people that they don't like. And there are a range of situations where this ability to change the amount of testosterone in your body or in your bloodstream can have a really have an adverse impact.

For instance, maybe a politician is giving a speech but because their testosterone is lower than it should be they just won’t sound as authoritative or commanding.

Another example would be a journalist conducting an interview of a source.

And their interview of that source is not as assertive or clear or impactful because the journalist is not pushing the source in the right kinds of ways.

Another example is maybe a, somebody, a member of the military or a police officer is going into a dangerous situation and their testosterone gets lowered and then they're feeling softer and less decisive.

You can imagine how that can have a bad impact when you have to act in the heat of the moment.

I have some concluding thoughts that I'd like to leave you with.

And, first off I would like to say that frankly we all have to judge people as part of our daily life and that's just part of being a human being.

But in this case it's another example of a case where sometimes appearances can be deceiving.

Now, it strikes me that one of the most profound parts of the satellite as a weapon is how it allows the operator to intervene in the world with very few fingerprints.

And that includes shaping appearances without leaving much of a trace.

You hear me just stumble?

They basically just did that.

Anyways, everyone knows that appearances matter.

But guess what? Knowing that they have this capability can help you act and also can inform your judgment as a person.

Anyways, so after listening to all of this, I imagine that it can leave you with kind of a hopeless feeling about how could anybody ever hope to fight an operator with access to the satellite or how anybody could do anything against a tool as subtle and powerful as this.

However, I've learned from experience that you can indeed fight a satellite operator and I have many strategies for how to do it that I gain[ed] from my extensive experience dealing with these people and I've put them all on my website which is truthanddanger.com.

In so doing, I hope to empower people to be able to fight these - to be able to fight users of these weapon systems and to stand up to the evil of this institution as well as generally stand up to evil in their communities.

And so with that, I'm grateful to G-d.

I'm grateful to all the good people out there who've been out there fighting the good fight.

And I'm grateful to you for your time.

Thank you very much. Hello again. So I'd like to add a couple of thoughts just as a postscript to this particular podcast episode.

So I think one point that I just want to make, and you can learn more about this on my website, truthanddanger.com, and just generally with my work, is that one of the secrets to fighting the satellite is having a willingness to push through obstacles.

And I'll say during the making of this podcast there were plenty of obstacles.

So the people who run the network of satellites and the institution behind it, they're known as the Neural Net, for reasons that I'll get into elsewhere.

But they're known as the Neural Net and they were absolutely not a fan of this particular podcast, and of my recording my own voice, and putting these thoughts together.

They really disliked this. And that is a hilariously comical understatement to those who know what it was like behind the scenes of making this.

But anyways... So something that you'll notice that they did was they made me stutter and stumble over my words a couple of times. And you heard me right, that was them. They can do that.

My understanding is that it's similar to tampering with your with your nervous system to interrupt your testosterone supply only instead it's aimed at the parts of your brain relative to language.

And the stuttering thing is something that I'm told is a favorite trick of theirs to use against public figures they don't like, like for instance politicians or journalists that they don't like.

And I also felt them impacting my logical reasoning functions today. That is another thing that they can do. They can also, they can also impact the function of different brain centers or different brain hemispheres, I think might be the right term. I'm not a doctor. Friendly reminder, I'm not a doctor.

But anyways, they did this because they really hate having their technology and their methods exposed like this, and you know, they didn't want the end product to come out well, and they... And they would have rather it not come out at all.

And so there were a lot of challenges. And, you know, the satellite is a very formidable weapon and it's a challenge to deal with. But like all challenges, there are ways to address it. And you know what? Getting this done was really important to me.

Society must know about this weapon system, and the institution behind it, and how to fight it.

And... I see no other way to take this evil institution down than to have it be an effort of our whole society and everybody contributing together. And everybody working together towards making sure that no evil like this, first to take down this evil institution and second to make sure that no evil institution like this ever arises again.

And, you know, the process of making this, it didn't always sound good. It didn't always feel good. It was very nerve-wracking, but I pushed through it to the end, and now I'm almost done.

You…it was nerve-wracking because, well, the the opposition to making this happen was fierce, I'll put it this way and it is a story in and of itself. Now, a question that may come to your mind after going through this podcast is you might wonder after so many years of them restricting my testosterone supply and doing that on an ongoing basis, how was it that I persuaded the people who run the satellite network also known as the Neural Net to open the spigot on my testosterone that would even um, just to even have the opportunity, well, it wasn't to have the opportunity to get the recordings, but like, how did I persuade them to open the taps after years and years and years of, of, uh, them restricting the supply of testosterone to my body?

And, um, well, the answer is that, uh, um, so, between my work getting the police to investigate the gang stalkers, as well as triggering investigations into the use of the satellite, raising public awareness around the satellite, and also blowing so many of their secrets and other things that I've done, the Neural Net - the way they see it, I've done so much damage, when I look bad, they look bad. Because when people meet me on the street and they're not impressed, and they wonder if I'm really the guy, it makes the Neural Net look bad.

And anyways, I've been told that the people who run the Neural Net, they're really pissed at all the damage that I've done. And so what they want, because again, remember how I mentioned that these people are, are, they're very sadistic and violent but they're also very vain and very interested in appearances.

Obsessed in appearances might be a better phrase to use.

What they want is they want to fight me at my best. They want me to look amazing so that they look even better when they totally destroy me in spectacular fashion.

But you know what?

My challenge back to them is that I don't think that they actually believe in their own plan.

And if you're wondering why I don't think they believe in their own plan, just think about some of the stuff that happened during this episode.

So they, so they made me stutter and they they just did that again.

They also restricted my testosterone during the course of the recording.

And I also think that they were impacting my logical reasoning functions.

And if they were doing all of this stuff, and possibly more stuff, then, well, I mean, it sure isn't consistent with their claim that they want to face me at their best.

Or at my best, rather.

So anyways, I think it just goes to show that you know as fearsome of an enemy as they can be, they can be beaten and there is a way to win.

And I just, I hope that we can all band together and and good, honest, caring and strong people around the world can join together and unite to defeat this evil.

And with that, that is all. Shalom.

I’ve been hearing that the Mountlake Terrace Police Chief is out, and has been replaced by one of his right-hand deputies.

But when I filed a Public Records Request asking the MLTPD if it was in fact true that we had a new police chief, I was told Pete Caw was still chief. It was an odd layer of ambiguity in a response to the simple question of ‘who the heck is in charge?’

As I’ve written about previously, I’ve paid a terrible personal price for many decisions made by the administration at the Mountlake Terrace Police Department.

Many of these choices turned out to be very convenient for the FBI.

It is important to remember that the local police department is supposed to be an independent institution - it is not a part of the FBI, and does not report to the FBI, it reports to - and is funded by - the City Council of Mountlake Terrace.

This led me to attend a City Council meeting last Thursday evening to see if maybe they would have anything to say about what was really going on. What ended up happening instead was a dangerous confrontation in which the Neural Net brazenly plotted to murder a police officer who was in attendance. My own nervous system was under attack during the event. You can read about the whole story here.

Though we all got out of the City Council meeting alive, what is chilling to me is that the Neural Net would even consider planning such an attack on a police officer.

Did they not think his chain of command would have his back?

As I was processing this series of events yesterday, I found out that in the meantime, some of the old antics that had been happening had resumed.

For context, earlier this summer, the police had been trying to use intimidation to suppress conversations about what the gangstalkers, the FBI, and what had happened to me.

I started to notice this when I was going to my favorite places in town and, the people who worked there informed me the police were telling them to pretend they don’t know who I am, and to avoid talking to me about certain subjects. This was something that was happening in multiple places in the area.

This practice seemed to have tapered off after I complained about it, but as of last week has resumed since the ‘new’ administration in Mountlake Terrace has taken over.

My sources in the Neural Net are telling me that the new Chief is very much like his old boss, and is already considered to be an ‘asset’ by the FBI. I do wonder if he had any hand in pointing the finger at me for sexual assault, or in getting me involuntarily committed, though I don’t know.

Everybody knows I have a complicated relationship with law enforcement. But when I think about my interactions with the boots-on-the-ground cops over the years - and I have had to ask for their help a lot - I just find it hard to fathom that they would think any of this would be a good idea - although you never know, and you should never forget that they have bosses just like most civilians do.

Someday, I will write more extensively about how I have stayed in the game. That story involves so many people, and will take many hours and thousands of words to explain. But the ground-pounders at my local police department are a part of the answer. There is no way I would have survived my fight with the gangstalkers without them answering the call when I pressed the panic button on my alarm system. And that is just one example.

The Neural Net is a profound evil, and while I am convinced it will take the efforts of our whole society to take it down, it cannot be done without the help of local police departments holding the line against their violent excesses.

Being a police officer is not an easy job. Everyone knows it is a terrible way to get rich. It can also be very dangerous, and that is even before the Neural Net comes into the picture. If you are brave enough to show up and do the right thing in the fight against evil, you deserve the support of the community you are protecting.

Essential to providing that support is making sure that local police departments have independent, principled leaders who make decisions that reflect the values of our communities; and this includes promoting fairness, respecting freedoms - and protecting life.

Attached is a recording I made of a relayed conversation that I had with my handlers, where we discussed several different ways in which the operator of the satellite can erase or tamper with your memory, and what you can do to stay in the game so you can fight back.

This is the kind of thing I would normally consider putting behind a paywall, but since this capability is so dangerous, I have decided to put this out so that it is available to the global community of people who in the fight against this profound evil.

G-dspeed,

Nathan

PS: My nervous system was under attack when I recorded this, including some attempts to wipe my memory. They also were tampering with my endocrine system - hence the pitch of my voice - and my linguistic functions as well.

But as rough a take as it was, I am happy to have gotten that all recorded so that the insights can be passed on to others who have to face the Satellite.

And as an obligatory note, you may use this information exclusively at your own risk. I am not a doctor, or a lawyer or a mental health professional, and this does not replace the advice of such a professional.

One other thing to keep in mind is that, due to the communication medium we are using I cannot tell you for certain when a given speaker on the other side switches places with another individual, though I have done my best to make things as clear as possible.

TRANSCRIPT:

NB: Good afternoon. It’s 12:51 p.m. on Friday, July the 17th of 2025. I’m sorry, 2026.

Okay, so I’ve been told that... So I’ve been told that... Well, I... Fuck. I’ll skip that part.

So... What I’m going to do is I’m going to talk about the capacity that the neural net has using the satellite to wipe your memory.

And what are the ways that it feels like - and then some of my handlers on the Neural Net may chime in and they may offer some additional insights as I’m kind of talking through what it feels like. And so the purpose is I just want to give you an idea of what kinds of things you’re going to want to listen for or you’re going to want to feel for when you are dealing with when you’re dealing with the possibility of your memory getting wiped, so, okay, so... okay, so now, okay, he was, my handler was just saying,

Handler: that’s right, nothing further from me right now.

NB: Okay, so I’m going to keep going.

So there are a couple of different feelings. So as I think about it, there are a couple of different ways that, at least in my experience, and this is all to the best of my experience and recollection, you can tell if your memory is being wiped.

So one feeling you can get - and this one is probably the easiest to detect - is it just it feels like getting slapped. So like it not like the physical feeling, but so when you get slapped and you feel just a little bit concussed, that’s kind of how - that’s one way that it that it feels.

And it kind of stings a little bit, like it just kind of, it it doesn’t, like there’s no sensory feeling on your face, but it just, it feels like it stings your brain a little bit. And so that’s feeling number one. Okay, any - do you want to chime in?

Handler: No, Nathan, please keep going. You are doing fine.

NB: Yeah, I know.

Handler: Okay, Nathan, you are just... Reminding us that -

NB: I do not work for you.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. That is very clear.

NBL It is. So now, the second, so now the second ok, the second one is when you’re... and, oh boy.

I think it might have just happened to me right now.

Handler: Yes, Nathan, we just wiped your memory again. But you know what?

You were thinking ‘it was for a good cause’ because, Nathan, now they can have another case and also a live example of someone using it, because guess what? The bad guys are sometimes that stupid. Okay, Nathan. Keep going.

NB: All right. So,

Handler: if you want

NB: I mean, all right. I’m going to, all right. So, to keep going, the second feeling is, is what I call blanking. And it’s like you’re thinking through something and that’s what just happened. Like you’re thinking through something and you’re putting an idea together and then, and then you just kind of spaz out and you just sort of, you just don’t quite- you lose your train of thought and you have to reconstruct it because something it just, something just got cleanly, uh, cleanly erased.

So it’s it doesn’t, it doesn’t, so it doesn’t sting like in the first, uh, uh, category of sensation, but it, it can be very disorienting and they can use that - there are a couple of ways they can use that.

I’ve had them use it on me once while I was driving, and that’s already been documented and reported and that was really bad. But you can, you can basically lose awareness of the situation for a couple of moments and that’s - well, obviously that can be really, really bad.

So it’s, so anyways, so number two is, so number two is blanking. And number three, okay, anything you want to add?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Number two is actually the most dangerous. Because Nathan, it is bad. We can use it in a lot of ways that are very dangerous. And that is the thing. You see Nathan,

if we do that while you are driving, then we are obviously committing conspiracy to commit murder. And maybe it’s you, and maybe it’s someone else. But it’s absolutely conspiracy to commit murder. And I am a lawyer, and I was an -

NB: he said un,

Handler: Yes Nathan, I was an FBI agent and a police officer. So Nathan, I know this. And they will know that I know this. Okay, Nathan. That’s all from me for now.

NB: Okay. Number three. I call number three stumbling - stumbling over a pothole. And I’m wonder-, and I don’t, I mean, it’d be interesting to see what the handlers say about this, but I kind of wonder if there’s some overlap with number two. Number three is, I call the feeling stumbling over a pothole.

Handler: Yes, Nathan - It actually is the same as number two. But it’s another way to think of, or maybe, what do you think, Nathan?

NB: Well, I mean, I almost, from the perspective of somebody who’s had it used on me, like from my perspective, it feels like - so you’re in the moment and you’re thinking about something. And of course, you know, when you’re constructing a thought, you have a sequence of things that you’re reaching for in your mind.

And it feels like you are reaching for a sequence of things and you find that some of them aren’t there. And so it feels kind - it feels to me like if you’re walking down the street distracted and you, and you step out expecting solid pavement and, instead, instead you find yourself stepping into a pothole. That’s just kind of how it feels like.

And you know, maybe that’s just kind of what happens when your memory gets wiped, and what gets wiped, maybe it’s what happens when you get blanked. I’m just going to use that term, blanked. So when they use an attack of the second category, you could say... and maybe they wipe a bunch of, maybe they wipe a number of parts of the sequence of memories that were just formed, but they don’t wipe the most recent one. So you have the, so you, there are still bits and pieces there, so your mind still has something out there, but there’s a bunch of stuff out there that, that is missing and your mind is trying to suddenly - has a blank that it didn’t realize it needed to fill in.

What do you think of that?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is a very, very good way to talk about it. Because Nathan, memories are very much like networks. That is your word. And it is very, very smart. Because Nathan, that is exactly why - I mean, do you want to explain it?

NB: Yeah, so that’s why I like carrying multicolored pens around. So I always have a multicolored pen around. I always have paper on me to take notes. And I always have a multicolored pen on me. And the thing is, is that a trick I learned when I was a student trying to figure out how to pay attention and, and take notes and improve my verbal retention is that when you have a, when you have a multicolored - so an, a piece of advice that they give is that if you use different colors when you take notes and you have a color for each subject or you switch colors when you switch subject subjects, it improves your retention because it’s networking whatever it is you’re trying to remember with the visual part of your brain. Something like that.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. And guess what? We were using the satellite on you when you were in college. And that is how much we hate you. And so, Nathan, like, you were already -

NB: Excuse me, he said, you were already

Handler: practicing getting used to the satellite. And that is why you are (corrected)

NB: Excuse me, could you repeat that?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is why you are so good at this. Because, Nathan, I mean, you have had to do this for a decade. More than that. I mean, Nathan, you have been going through this a very long time. And that is really something. Okay, Nathan, what else? What else do you want to tell them?

NB: Um, let’s see. Well, the thing, uh, so it’s always, um, I always have something to draw or doodle on no matter where I go.

Um, and I always have some- I try to always have pen and paper wherever I go. I have pen and paper in my car. I have pen and paper in my pocket. I, you know in my office, I always have paper. I try to have pens lying around. Sometimes they can float away, but I always try to have something handy.

And with this, I mean this is a problem that you always have to... I mean, you know obviously, when you’re fighting the satellite, there are problems you have to manage right now, problems you have to manage in 5, 10 minutes, 15 minutes, hours. Time - ‘Time is life’ is the saying the handlers have. The thing is, but the thing is, the risk of getting your memory wiped is… Something you always have to handle in the moment.

And like if I’m doing any real thinking where I’m just planning, I’m planning moves, like I’m planning ahead or I’m planning out moves on a subject that I know is, that they know they’re, that they’re very interested in or that I know that on something that may touch on something that’s really contentious, like - you know, maybe it’s something they really don’t want me to do. It’s a train of thought they really don’t want me to have. I’m always like, even if I’m not like taking notes, I’m always doodling. Like I’m always doodling. So I, well, not always. Well, just trying to remember, I am talking to police officers. But like, generally speaking, like if I’m trying, if I have a train of thought that I think might get attacked and that I want to make sure gets preserved, I will doodle while I’m having that train of thought.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. That is very, very clear. Because, Nathan, they are still police officers. And that is very good for you to remember. Okay, Nathan.

NB: Um…

Handler: Yeah. You’re thinking about how arrogant we are. And that is absolutely something that is weighing on my mind right now. And that is it. Okay Nathan.

Actually I do have something I want to add. You did this because somebody told you that the police were [redacted].

Anyways Nathan, the point is, you actually showed how smart you are because of course, oh man, like Nathan, we are every bit as arrogant as you say we are. Okay Nathan, I mean, you really, you showed why you are doing this. That is it. Okay, Nathan. I actually don’t have anything else that I can share. Okay, Nathan? Nathan, you have questions?

NB: Yeah. So, which of these requires the most planning?

Handler: Okay, Nathan, that is really interesting because what are you thinking?

NB: Well, so clearly some of these require, you know, you’re watching someone -

I’m trying to put myself in the shoes of the operator of the device. So like, you know, say you’re watching somebody doing something really important.

Maybe they’re, you know, you’re watching somebody do something really important. Maybe it’s a police officer giving an interview. Maybe it’s a, maybe its a member of the Border Patrol and they’re inspecting a package that has something of interest in the Neural Net in it. Maybe...um, maybe you know, maybe there’s a fireman or a paramedic who is tending to someone is having, who has been attacked by the satellite. Or maybe there’s a journalist who is working on a story.

Handler: Right, Nathan. These are all possibilities. Right.

NB: Or maybe there’s a congressman who’s in a committee meeting and they’re talking about the FBI and -

Handler: Yes, Nathan. These are all possibilities.

NB: Yep.

Handler: And you don’t want to know how relevant these possibilities are. I’ll just say that.

NB: Okay. So like you’re watching somebody’s brain - so clearly some of these modes, you know, are some of these modes, is some of this easier to do in the moment than after the fact? Yes, Nathan. Some of these modes of wiping your memory can only be done in the moment, and that is a huge risk of me to even share, but that is so important because Nathan, like. you need to realize - this is why you are here.

Because you ask the really good questions.

Okay, Nathan. Now, Nathan, the thing is... You have to realize... You are totally showing how good you are at this. Because you are making sure... to signal the police... While we are talking. Okay, Nathan.

That is important because you don’t know if you are, they are listening to us right now is what I meant to say.

NB: Yeah, that’s yes, that is correct. That’s kind of what I was thinking. All right.

Handler: So, Nathan - now, the thing is, these people, they are totally without any sense of ethics. So they don’t care. They just don’t care about anything you feel about what they are doing.

In fact, they like it if you are mad at them, unless you hit them, and then they don’t like it. Okay, so Nathan, the thing you need to realize is that we can’t blank someone - I mean, the thing is, do you have a way to put it? I mean, you can just say it.

NB: Okay, so is it like, so the strategy is, so is the strategy often to try and blank people in the moment so that stuff doesn’t get stored in a more permanent way?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is one of the strategies that we use. And that is very dangerous. Because then something gets permanently stored in a way that means that you are totally going to remember something in a way that was not what the situation was actually like because you are missing key components. And that is very, very dangerous. Because you know what, Nathan? That is the thing. That is absolutely the thing. Okay, Nathan. What else do you want to ask me?

NB: Okay.

Handler: Nathan, this is so good that we’re just gonna take the risk. Okay, Nathan? Okay, Nathan. Keep going.

NB: Okay. All right. So that’s one strategy that you, that you have.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That’s one of them.

NB: Okay. So you have a person who’s walking around and let’s say, you know, maybe they’re not currently in a situation, you know maybe this individual is, maybe they’re not even thinking about work. Maybe they’re like making coffee or they’re just sort of watching TV and chilling out. And you are going through their memories and you see something that you want to get rid of as a, you know, as a potential bad guy.

Handler: Yes, Nathan.

NB: - as a metaphorical bad guy.

Handler: Okay, Nathan, go on.

NB: So how does that work? So do you, do you need to do a lot of research? And you, and you research it, and you plan it, and then you execute it, and then how does it feel? So like, do you want - could you walk me through that?

Handler: Yes, Nathan.

NB: Well, us through that.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. So Nathan, the thing is, if that’s going on, so the first problem we have is if the memory is networked with something that is critical, like your visual memory, then Nathan, it can be very dangerous for you if you have it wiped, because then, it can literally put you in a coma or kill you.

And that is really dangerous. Because you know what, Nathan? The thing is, you need to realize these are brain structures that are necessary for you to stay alive. And that means that you can suddenly have a stroke -or something even worse.

And it will make no sense to whoever it is - that’s right, you are thinking to whoever it is that does your autopsy. And that is exactly why you are here. Because the medical examiners which you have read about - like damn Nathan, you read about medical examiners in high school. I mean, how the hell -

NB: Yeah, serendipitous, huh? If that’s the right word.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Okay, Nathan.

They will look at your body and they will not understand anything about what went on. Because Nathan, the satellite doesn’t leave a trace. I mean it just doesn’t. Unless you know exactly what to look for. And what do you look for Nathan? The doctor is here.

Handler: Okay Nathan, I am a doctor.

I am unfortunately trapped in the Neural Net. So Nathan, you know how risky this is. But we need everyone to know.

And you have already thought about how to distribute this. But you haven’t made any commitments.

But anyways, Nathan.

Okay. So Nathan. The thing you need to realize is, we can’t just tell you everything because then we get killed. But the thing is, you see Nathan, you need to realize that very important that you are... Okay Nathan, what are you doing?

NB: I am just... Trying to shut my car up. I’m not driving anywhere. I’m just trying to turn the AC on so that I can stay in a physical condition. I just want to maintain focus. Let’s keep going, please.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. That is very smart. Because you do not want... Yeah, Nathan. We are that bad. Okay, Nathan. Now, Nathan - the thing is...

So, your nerves...don’t really store a memory of what they were asked to do. They don’t. That is a huge problem.

And that is why, Nathan, the biggest indicator that someone was attacked by the satellite is the absence of any other indicators that something was wrong. Okay, Nathan? Does that make sense?

NB: Yeah. So like, I mean, I’m not a doctor, but so it’s like somebody gets a heart attack even though there’s no plaque in any of their arteries.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is a very good example, because it is very cut and dry. Although in medicine, things are not always cut and dry. That is how it is. Okay, Nathan, what else?

What else do you think the police need to know and the public? Okay, Nathan, go ahead.

NB: All right. Okay, so you have this person. Okay so let’s say so what you do is you are going through their memories, and you look for something that doesn’t look networked.

Handler: that’s right Nathan

NB: Or at least doesn’t look networked with a critical function

Hadler: Yes Nathan so we look at your memories and we try to find something that will be important but is also not so networked that if we remove it, it will kill you. But it is also not still, like Nathan,

it can be networked with other things that are actually not important for keeping you alive, I meant.

But like Nathan, that doesn’t mean that it isn’t important for whatever job you are trying to do.

So like Nathan, you get it.

NB: Right, so like if I’m a journalist and I’m working on a story and you delete a memory that’s related to the story somehow, and maybe that memory, maybe that memory is - that memory may not be networked to anything related to, like, how to keep my heart beating or how to, or how to how to keep my adrenaline flowing, or anything like that. But it’s still important to whatever story I’m doing.

NB: That’s exactly it, Nathan. Because guess what? It’s that bad.

It is literally that bad. Okay, Nathan.

So when that happens, you will feel it. So like Nathan, you know what this feels like, right?

NB: Yeah, I think I do. It, it feels like uh, I think it feels like, if my recollection serves me, it feels like -

Handler: This has happened to you a lot.

And I mean a lot, Nathan, because you are that dangerous to us, Nathan.

You are literally the most dangerous person in the whole world to the neural net because you really understand us. Okay, Nathan. Let’s keep going.

NB: All right. So it feels like, so I would say from my experience and, you know, granted, like I never,

like I’ve had, I’ve had sensations and I’ve had it explained to me what is going on. But the qualifier is I just can’t, the handlers are in a position where I can’t trust what they say necessarily. So, you know, I get a physical sensation and I get told what’s going on, but I can’t trust what I get told about what’s going on.

So that being said, from what I recall, it feels like you get, it’s, it’s a lot like that feeling, that category one sensation, like when you feel like you’re getting slapped, so you almost feel slightly concussed.

But the difference between a successful memory wipe and a failed memory wipe is that it doesn’t - well I don’t know if you can even necessarily tell like -

Handler: That’s right Nathan. I mean you can’t really tell if we succeeded in wiping whatever it was. I mean we can try to explain it to you but the problem is -

That’s right, Nathan. Go ahead and tell them.

NB: Yeah, so, like, neural net handlers lie to you so much that they don’t really have, there’s no magic signal that you can rely on that they can give you to signal that they are, in fact, telling the truth. Like, there’s no magical code word or anything.

Like, they can and will say anything, because it’s a totally lawless parallel society to our own. I mean, it’s effectively a totally lawless parallel society - It’s like a totally lawless parallel secret society that, I mean, they don’t see themselves as being bound by the law, even though they, even though they are.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is absolutely true.

And that is why you can never trust us. I mean, you get it. You so get it.

NB: Yeah, because like, you know, the thing is, is that That person on the other side may be a really compassionate person and you may even have what you could call a relationship with that likeness.

But you don’t know if that likeness is being assumed by another person and even if it isn’t being assumed by another person, you still don’t know if that person is having their family threatened in order to have the bad guys get them to use their credibility to sell you on a lie.

Handler: And that is very important. For you to remember, Nathan. I mean, that is exactly what I have said. I mean, you were saying. How about you?

NB: Yeah. So in that last sentence, what the handler was saying started with the word and. So that’s when his statement started.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. That is very clear. Okay, Nathan. Now, Nathan.

Okay, you are very experienced at this. Like, wow. Okay, Nathan.

Now, Nathan. What else do you want to know?

NB: Okay. So, alright, so you’ll so you’ll be just sitting there, maybe you’re watching, well, maybe, I don’t know if watching, I don’t know, maybe you’re maybe you’re sitting there on the couch, or I don’t know, I don’t know how many of us would be spending a lot of time on the couch, but, like,

Handler: You’re an operator, Nathan, and you don’t know how many people listening to this are also operators. That’s what you are thinking about.

NB: Oops, he said, that is what you are thinking about, right?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. You caught your mistake. Okay, Nathan.

NB: But anyways, like, you’re doing something else, you’re making coffee, you’re on the couch, and you, and so somebody has gone through their memories.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. We can do that. It does take time. I mean, the way to think about it is, we need to look up your memory and see what it is networked to, and then make a decision.

And it has to be done in a certain amount of time. Although if we are wiping something that is from your past, then we have all the time we want. But you know, you’re thinking... Okay, Nathan. That is really smart.

NB: So I’m just wondering, like, okay, so you’re... Okay, so the operator is there, maybe not at a literal desk, or maybe at a literal desk, but that doesn’t matter. So the operator is there. They’re working. Maybe they’re planning an operation or something like that, and they want to get some memory strategically wiped ahead of time, or they’re just kind of going through, and they’re just...

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is exactly how we do it. We plan an operation and then we start wiping memories we don’t want you to have. And that is how you know we are going to be up to something. And that is me risking everyone I love.

But you know what, Nathan? You showed us that you had our backs. And that is exactly what we must do for America.

Okay, Nathan Berkowitz. That is one hell of a thing. I mean, wow, Nathan. Now they are really realizing like, wow, Nathan, that was huge. Okay, Nathan.

NB: All right. So what’s happening- so while you’re making coffee, getting ready for your, getting ready for work or you’re or you’re hanging out and you’re just kind of, you know, you’re hanging out. Maybe you’re relaxing. Maybe you’re getting ready for work. Maybe you’re just taking a break. Or maybe, you know, maybe you’re at your desk. Or wherever you are, when you feel that happening, what’s happening on the other side is that somebody is planning for something to happen.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is exactly how we think about it. And now... if we want to do that, we have to plan when we do that. Which means we are now going to be, you thought, hamstrung.

NB: Whoopsies, did I get that?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. You got my comments exactly. But you have to be really careful with us. And you know it. You absolutely know it.

NB: Yeah. I personally - you have to be really careful when you do these things because you, it’s, you don’t want to put words in people’s mouths, and they have their ways of making that really easy if you’re not careful about disciplining your mind. It’s, it’s complicated and maybe I need to do, maybe I should record some thoughts on how to do that because you never know if other TIs might need to be able to do this.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. And that is a really important thing.

NB: I can do that later, though.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. What else?

NB Alright. So, uh, shit.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. I mean, that’s the thing. And now they know when to look, and that means they know we are planning something. So that is a huge deal.

NB: Oh, man.

Handler: Yeah, I know, Nathan. It is that big of a deal. Okay, Nathan. What else?

NB: All right. How much time does it take to figure out, so if you’re going through memories, like, how, how much, how much time does it take to, to decide a memory like, to decide a memory is worth deleting? Does it take minutes, hours?

Handler: Nathan, It is very well indexed. It takes about 10 minutes, but you cannot trust us. But Nathan, the police can find out if that number is actually true. Okay, Nathan. That is really, really something. Okay, Nathan. What else?

NB: All right, so... Okay, so we’ve covered... past memories. Alright, so if you’re following someone in a situation, so like, you know, if you’re following someone in the middle of an activity, how does that work? If you want to blank someone, I’m going to use blanking as the term for wiping somebody’s,

Hander: Yes, Nathan, you were thinking or you were wondering if it was blanking when we wipe your working memory. And it absolutely is. Like it absolutely is getting blanked - that is our term. Seriously. Like you just keep thinking of our terms. That’s kind of scary. I mean I said kind of. Okay Nathan. Now Nathan, what else?

NB: Alright, so you’re in the moment. So you’re watching somebody’s, you’re watching somebody’s thoughts.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. We can literally just say in our minds, delete this memory. And the thing is, it’s being formed, but we can basically wipe it as it is being created. And that is really important for people to realize because, Nathan, it is a huge deal. It is very dangerous. Very, very dangerous.

Okay, Nathan. And you know what? You should just give some examples you’re thinking.

NB: Yeah, so...Like it can be as mundane as entering a password or like you’re working on, maybe you’re working on a paper or like a memo or an email, or like I’ve had it happen to me when I was driving. That was really, that was really scary.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. It really was. I mean, you use that word.

Because why, Nathan?

NB: Well, there was a kid crossing the street.

Handler: I know, Nathan. And you reported that. And you just didn’t want to know. Like, man, Nathan. He was just running. I mean, that was it.

NB: Yeah, they were putting his life in danger.

It seemed like they were putting his life in danger to try to come after me. I know, Nathan. They are literally that evil. You must, you’re thinking to yourself and we are actually, how about you just say it?

NB: Yeah. The thing about the neural net is that at least, you know, I use the neural net in kind of as an, also as a euphemism for the people who run the neural net. But the thing is that those folks, they are absolutely evil. They are completely evil. They are evil. They are totally malicious.

And they enjoy, like, they are absolutely psychopaths. No doubt. Stone-cold psychopaths. They are absolutely, they are evil - they are not just indifferent to the suffering of other people. They are, they enjoy it. They are evil.

And you must prepare yourself for that because... that is what they are. And it’s, you know, that’s it’s that’s just the way it is.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is absolutely my... What I meant to say is that, like, Nathan, we are with these people 24 hours a day. And Nathan... It is every bit as bad as you say it is except it is even worse. You will have no idea until we all get to court and have our stories recorded into the public domain. That is really important. Because you know what? Right now, none of this is in the public domain.

Until you put it on your Substack. And that is so important for everyone to realize. Because guess what? You want to say something, Nathan? I saw what you wanted to think. And now they are realizing just how dangerous this thing is.

NB: Yeah. So you can just sort of see in real time, like they’re reading my mind and they’re using my thoughts. At least they can. But, you know, it’s... we’re doing what they call, what they have called, at least to me, ‘thinking together’. And... the thing is that there are ways that they can influence their thoughts, but of course your thoughts can be very persuasive to them.

I mean, it’s a tool for collaboration, but it’s also a tool for control, and it’s very, it’s very, very dangerous. And that is why you really, you know, you want to be, when you’re fighting the neural net, you need to be driving the pace of action, you need to be pushing the pace of action and you need to be taking control of the situation and you need to be doing that all the time because that forces them to react.

When they are - you know, when you’re feeling emotions, when you’re, when you’re, you know maybe you have different centers of your brain getting switched on or shut down, or maybe you have different emotional states that are getting triggered by the satellite. But they can have all of that happen and they’re reading your mind and they’re in control.

When they’re dictating the pace of the action, they’re in control.

But - which is why, I really think that a key part of the strategy to fighting the satellite is you push the pace of the action, you take control, and you are, you know, you are aggressive and you’re always thinking about what the situation needs regardless of how you’re feeling or regardless of how you are feeling in a given moment.

And to always be cognizant of what happens when and always be cognizant of your mental state, because you need to just always remember, like your mind is your most important weapon. It’s your survival tool. Like, you know, if you’re out alone in the woods and you need to survive, and you need to survive the night and you need to stay warm, you know, your mind, you can think of your mind as like your matches, although that’s not a great analogy, because if you know how to make a proper shelter, you don’t need fire, but it’s my understanding from wilderness survival school, but you get the point.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is very important for everyone to realize, because when your mind is not in a good state. And I use that term very deliberately. Because guess what? We just call it disruption. But is it more than disruption? You better believe it. Okay Nathan.

Anyways. You were thinking where are we?

And that is why. You know you are dealing with someone who is dangerous because somebody ordered me to wipe your working memory again.

Okay Nathan, what else?

Handler: Alright, so let’s see. So yeah, you know, you just need to watch your mental state. And if you get a sense that you’re, that you’re being crippled, you need to notify your team.

Handler: Yes, Nathan, that is very important. Okay, Nathan.

NB: All right, so the next. Okay, so in the moment, wiping your memory in the, so wiping your memory in the moment.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Oh, right. We need to mention. We can... restore your long-term,

NB: excuse me, he said,

Handler: we can restore your long-term memory. Yes, Nathan. And they were making you stutter because that is exactly how dangerous the satellite is. Okay, Nathan.

So, Nathan, you know something? You are crazy. You are just crazy tough. Because you thought how awesome this sounds, and then you were like, ‘need to get back to work’. I mean that is crazy. Like Nathan, you think like an operator all the time. Okay Nathan.

NB: All right, so you can restore somebody’s long-term memory - sometimes.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. The key word is, well, it’s more like not always, because the problem is that thing that we deleted, it may get overwritten by something else. And that is very, very important for people to realize. Because guess what? If it gets overwritten with something else, and that something else gets networked, then we can’t just overwrite it.

I mean, Nathan, it just gets really dangerous for the person if it’s networked and we try to overwrite it.

That is really, really important for everyone to realize, because that is how bad it is. And Nathan, you know what, you want to say something?

NB: Yeah, so like, I’ve noticed that, well, I don’t, again, I don’t have a, I don’t have a magic, I don’t have a crystal ball to tell me when you’re lying and when you aren’t lying. But during the times you told me that my memory was restored, it was always... actually pretty close to the time when whatever it was you deleted happened.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. And that is not a coincidence.

Because you know what? That is really important for everyone to realize. That the longer that memory is there. (error, correction below)

Whoops, Nathan. I said... The longer that memory is in your mind, the more networked it becomes. And that is why, okay Nathan, you thought ‘this is important’. And it absolutely is. So Nathan, you’re thinking ‘this may save lives’. And you never know.

Okay, so Nathan, what is it that you were thinking?

NB: So like, the thing is, so your longer term memories are less prone to being wiped than your, so the longer your memories are there, the less likely they are to be wiped. It’s really the more recent memories that are the most at risk?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Although we can wipe old memories if they are not really that networked. But then again, if they are not really that networked, then you are probably going to forget them anyways.

And that is exactly how you need to think. Because guess what? We are... in a position where you know how it is. Like this is a profoundly evil institution. And it is that evil. And you need to be prepared for your memory to get wiped. And you are wondering what?

NB: I’m wondering if they’re, um, I’m wondering if they’re using the satellite to tamper with my linguistic functions right now.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. We absolutely are. You should report it.

Although you may have to think about when. I mean -

NB: Yeah, well, look, I always have to think about when. And that’s, that’s a challenge. Like, these people, they commit crimes at a rate sometimes faster than I can even report them. And sometimes you just need to... And, you know, for the TIs who might be listening to this afterwards, and I don’t know how I’m going to release this, like, you’re always... Time is precious. There’s always the risk that they may do something to you and then try to wipe your memory and wipe the evidence afterwards.

But sometimes whatever it is that you’re doing is so important that you will just want to stay laser focused on the task. And so you have to make these tactical decisions in the moment.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is a really good thing for the police to keep in mind too. Because guess what? We all have to communicate. But the thing is, it’s very dangerous.

I mean, Nathan -

NB: I’m wondering if you’re - you used the contraction. [I stumble a bit] Scuse me. Oh boy.

Handler: Yes, Nathan, I did. You got it right. Okay, Nathan, what else? What else do you want to know? Okay. Alrighty. So the, so the, um, is there a time window? Like, all right. So a memory has been there. So is there a time window after which…

Handler: You know what, Nathan, you know, you can’t trust us, but what are you doing? Well, okay. So I’ll just explain for everyone. Cause I imagine there might be TIs listening to this. At some point, depending on how I distribute this, I have to make that judgment call and I’ll make it later.

But, um, like, so I guess I’m just trying to open up the question for the law enforcement crowd that can actually get the answer to this question. Because they have the authority to do so. I’m just trying to open up the question of like, okay, so beyond a certain time window, at what point do typically things get so, I don’t want to use the term, I just want to use a term that’s maybe a bit, things get so etched in that you can’t really, that they’re harder to touch.

Handler: Well, Nathan, I won’t even tell you the answer to that question. But you do get the general idea. And that is very important. Okay, Nathan. What else do you want to know?

NB: Okay. So…

Handler: Nathan, when you are etching a memory... so, Nathan, describe the process that you use.

NB: He just said, describe the ‘process you use’. I don’t think he used the word give ‘that’.

Handler: Yes, Nathan, you caught your mistake. Okay, Nathan, keep going.

NB: Alright.

Handler: Yes, Nathan, that is exactly right.

What is happening right now, and yes, the bad guys are really that stupid, is Nathan - they are trying to overwrite your memory as you are dictating this. But I will tell you it is not working.

Although you can’t trust us. And that’s a big problem. Okay, Nathan. So, Nathan - you are thinking what?

NB: Oh, I just blanked again.

Handler: Yeah, Nathan. You are under heavy attack right now. Okay, Nathan. What else? What else is going on?

NB: Okay, so when I’m, alright, so if I’m working on a thought process that I think is liable to get tampered with, or particularly likely to get tampered with, I’ll put, I’ll, I’ll say, because they can do whatever they want with the satellite, but there are specific kinds of situations where, which they’re, which I know they’re going to be particularly interested in.

Let’s say in one of those situations, I’m thinking about something like, maybe I’m thinking about, I don’t know if I want to give an example, but I’m thinking about something that’s important to me

that I imagine they will probably want to tamper with.

And so what I’m doing is I’m thinking about it and while I’m thinking about it, I’m just kind of doodling in, in, on some paper or maybe in a sketchbook or something.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is what you do. Yes. Okay, Nathan.

NB: I mean, yeah, I just gave you a tone of voice that maybe wasn’t so flattering. That was on me.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. That is very clear. All right, Nathan.

NB: Yeah, so let’s see here. So I’m, as I’m, so I’m thinking through the idea. I’m thinking through, okay, I do this next, and then I do that, and in the meantime...

I am, I am just doodling on my sketchbook and they’re just like geometric shapes or like sometimes I like to draw DNA for some reason. You know, I’m not making a picture. It doesn’t, I specifically choose things that don’t require a lot of thought but have some order to them. That’s just what I find myself generally doing.

Handler: Yes, Nathan.

And that is exactly how you should do it. Because Nathan, you don’t want to be thinking about your drawing. You want to be thinking about whatever it is you (error, correction below) are trying to think about.

Whoops Nathan, I said, whatever it is that you are trying to think about. But that was materially correct. Anyways Nathan, the point is you need to be very very careful. And when you are doing that, it is almost impossible for us to wipe your working memory. Although we can still try. But then again, the problem is if you die while you are doing this, then it is a thing that has to be covered up. And that is really dangerous for us.

Although the problem is you are dead. And that is a big problem. And you know what, Nathan? You have something you want to say?

NB: Yeah. That’s why it’s so important - I mean, at least... look, I’m not a cop. And I’m not... Look, I’m not a cop. But that is why I think from a practical point of view, it’s so important that you have some kind of trail that if you’re... It’s so important that you know, if you are going to be a target of the neural net, and that gonna and that is a broad category, it doesn’t just include targeted individuals or cops or other federal agents, or, you know, it includes journalists, it includes people who work in non-profits in critical areas, it includes politicians. It includes all kinds of people, lawyers. If you’re prone to being targeted in some way, you need to have, you so need to have some kind of a trail for someone to follow if something happens. Because it’s, you know, this thing, the problem is, I mean, the most dangerous part about this thing,nI think, well, there are a lot of dangerous parts of this thing. But the fact that you can kill or maim someone, you can do so many things to someone and have it be so difficult to trace, which is why, you know, keeping good records and having them accessible to someone is just so important, at least in my assessment.

NB: Yes, Nathan. That is so true. You, whoops, what did you say?

Handler: Nathan, when you said that, I mean, when you wrote that article, Record Keeping Can Save Your Life, you saved a lot of lives.

Anyways, Nathan, that is really good. I mean, Nathan, you might just put that up on your Substack.

Because like, well, Nathan, what do you think? What are you thinking you’re going to do?

NB: I don’t know. I’m not going to commit to anything yet. I just need to mull it over.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. That is very important. You said you are not going to...

NB: Excuse me. Could you just start over that last sentence?

Handler: Yeah, Nathan.

I said you are not going to commit to any particular... distribution method. Because guess what? You are still talking to police.

Well, you are being recorded and you are in your car and you thought it through and like, okay, Nathan, we are doing all of this because we want to remind you how important it is - And you know it, and it’s like, look Nathan, we are here to destroy you, and we just want to make sure -

NB: Like, look, I get it. You’re trying to, you’re trying to, well, yes, handlers have been doing this, they try to, so what they will try to do is they try to harden me to things that may happen in the future and it may also serve as a deterrent to using them as uh, to try and use them as pawns in certain ways.

Although you always, you must never let your guard down around them. That’s kind of what this process is like.

Its - it may sound condescending but it isn’t necessarily. That is my understanding and my perception.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is really clear because this is how we work together. I mean, this is how we do it because otherwise, like, Nathan, literally, we were sent to destroy your life. That is what we were tasked to do.

So it’s very important that everybody realizes you’re thinking, what Nathan?

NB: Oh, yeah, well, I was just thinking, people need to realize the circumstances under which this is happening. I mean, this is a very, doing these is always, doing these recordings is very delicate and processing the information that I get - processing the information I get from the neural net is also very, very delicate because it’s like they can and absolutely will send you information with which to sabotage you. So it’s just you never, you can never let your guard down and you have to be very tactical about checking information, verifying your - verifying information, cross-referencing it with what you already know, and... Just being really, really careful and never letting your guard down around them, even if they’re in your head all the time.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. And that is very important for the TIs to realize. Okay, Nathan. I mean, like... Shit, Nathan. We are that condescending. Because here you are.

NB: Yeah, I’m... It’s... There is like the, I don’t think the rebel, like the rebel team people who are, from my understanding, they’re risking their lives to preserve mine. And my understanding is that many, many have given their lives to try and keep me alive and others. And, you know, they don’t, they don’t mean to sound condescending.

At the same time, the institution they work for is also, is, does happen to be extremely arrogant. So it’s like, you have to be, you know, it’s so complicated because like, it’s very complicated because you can have something that is, that you could perceive to be arrogant and condescending. And guess what? The institution is very arrogant and condescending, not to mention violent and murderous and sadistic.

But guess what? That person you know that person is playing that is playing a role for that institution, but they may be trying to subvert whatever it is in order to try and keep you alive. So it’s all very complicated and it’s…

It’s very much an exercise in trying to make sound judgments in terms of what is and isn’t real. And that is very, it’s very hard. You need to treat that - it’s a delicate and a dangerous task. And you have to treat that task with the care that it deserves because your life may depend on it.

Handler: That is so smart, Nathan. Because that is literally the kind of thing that can save your life. Or you thought, end it, if you do it wrong. And that is something -

NB: Yeah. So I will just say I wanted you to do that because I wanted, I wanted everybody listening to -

to be reminded of how dangerous it is when somebody’s reading your mind and just how close they are to how you’re thinking.

But you can win. The way you win, you’re - you push the pace of the action and you, you push them. That’s what my experience tells me, generally speaking. Although not always.

I won’t always do that, but that’s usually the go to, that’s usually my go-to method for fighting the neural net.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. And it isn’t always what you do. You said that very carefully. Why, Nathan?

NB: Well... First off, because in a, in a war, which this is, you have to be flexible.

But I, and the other point is that you know, there are police who are going to be listening to this.

And you know everything else, and I’ll just say, just to cover my ass, but also because it’s true, you know this is, this is, you know everything I say is according to my experience and my perception and the best of my analysis in terms of how this stuff works, because I have to put this together -

Everybody should remember that I have to put this together based off of a very narrow window into their world. So it’s a dangerous and it’s a delicate task. I, you know, I do the best I can, but it’s um,

I do the best I can you know according to the resources that I have and, you know that’s uh you know and um you know It’s not always going to be perfect, unfortunately. But you know, I’m trying to put my best foot forward. Not my best foot forward. I’m trying to just... Give my best effort, but you got to realize it’s still an effort because, you know, it’s a, this is a dangerous and complicated situation and, you know, my tools are limited, but, you know, we all have our limitations though in the end, right? I’m not asking anybody to pity me.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. That is crazy. You just hate that. Anyways, Nathan. Okay, Nathan. You know what, you’re thinking,

NB: Whoops, he said, I think, I don’t think he used the contraction, I think he said, ‘you are thinking’,

Handler: Yes, Nathan, that is right. Okay, Nathan, you know what, I think we are at a stopping point. Okay, Nathan, what do you think? Do you think we are at a stopping point?

NB: You know what, I think we are. Let me just think through it.

So the etching, the taking notes of different colors, paper.

Yeah, I think we’re in a good place.

Oh. Uh, so yeah, so, um, so I think, um, I’ve been told before, and this is to the best of my recollection, that memories that happen in emotional situations or stressful situations or that are associated with, like, something tactile, like touch, tend to be more difficult to erase. Is that correct?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is very important. So if your memory is associated with a strong emotional experience, like a breakup or a really stressful meeting you could say, or event then it’s a lot harder to erase than something that happened when it was mundane.

And you were thinking something brilliant, Nathan.

NB: Yeah. So what I was thinking is, so this gives you clues as to how you should manage your time.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Because you know what, why don’t you just keep going?

NB: So like, so you’re in a situation and you’re thinking about, okay, at what point do I need to, you know something happens and you’re thinking when and at what point in at what point should you record something in a more permanent way, like record a thought in a more permanent way so it doesn’t get erased. And uh, you know, but if you’re in a really stressful situation, what you’re telling us is that if you’re in a really stressful situation... And you have a thought, you’re probably not going to lose that thought because it’s networked with a stressful situation. Is that kind of what you’re saying?

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is exactly correct. And you know what? It’s true about a breakup.

Or it’s also true about, like Nathan, if you’re on a roller coaster and you have an epiphany, that is another thing. And you know what, Nathan? That is really smart.

Okay, Nathan. What else?

NB: Okay, so... All right, so tactile. So touch is the same is something that’s been told to me. Is that correct?

Handler: Yes, Nathan.

So if you are touching someone, and I mean anyone... While you are thinking, it actually does a pretty good job of networking that information. That is really important. Really, really important. Okay, Nathan, what else?

NB: So if I have a... What about if I’m petting a horse or if I’m... If I’m touching the bark of a tree,

Handler: Nathan, those are not as good because it is being networked, but it’s not quite as strong. Okay, Nathan, but like, you know what? How about you just keep giving examples?

NB: Okay, so let’s say I’m in the cold shower and I have an epiphany.

Handler: In that case, it may work, but it has to be associated with something about that cold shower.

So like for instance, you want to think of some examples? Your examples are always really, really amazing, Nathan. Okay.

NB: Alright, so you’re in the shower and you’re thinking about, you’re thinking about, you have an epiphany on how you, how you get a bad guy or you’re having an epiphany about how to get that job or how to, or about you know, about a pattern on the story you’re working on, and you drop the shampoo.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. And if it’s tied to dropping the shampoo, then guess what? Something else happened. And now it’s networked. But the problem is, if you take a shower every morning, like Nathan, the things are not associated with each other. So that’s the thing.

Okay, Nathan. Now people are really getting the idea. Okay, Nathan. That is really something. You just saved more lives.

NB: Excuse me, he said. You just saved more lives. I just know it.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. You slurred your words. Somebody else wanted you to say lies. And they overwrote part of your working memory. Which is another thing that we can do. And we can do it and it doesn’t work as well when you are paying attention. And that is very important. Like Nathan, you had a thought that I want everyone…

NB: you said that I really want everyone to see.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Go ahead.

NB: Yeah, I can tell. They’re definitely tampering with my nervous system quite a bit. The point I was going to make is that your force of will can save your life. And it probably will.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Because the thing is… If you are determined, you want to make that point?

NB: Yeah, so if you’re determined, if you’re following a thread, I mean, if you have a task you’re working on, and uh, you, like, and that task is crucial to keeping you alive, I mean, the thing is, is that if you let them, if you, if you let them knock you off of whatever that thread is and you don’t finish the thread, then you know, whatever it is, if that thing is important enough and you abandon it, you know, these are the kinds of things that can be used to destroy you. Like, uh, you never really know.

You know the problem is, you don’t, they have the mind reading satellite and you don’t. Which means they have a perspective on what is important. And they have a vast amount of information. And you don’t know what is or isn’t important necessarily to them. Which is why you know, you… you know, you have to be absolutely determined. If you have a task that you believe to be important,

you have to be determined to follow through with it and just push all the way to the end. And if they try to interfere with it, you need to be - you need to take note of their interference somehow and just be collecting information and just be so driven to push through to the end of that.

Because that is the way that you because that is the way that you accomplish your goal, and you also collect information on what it is they’re trying to do to you and that helps you build your own picture of what’s happening so that you can turn the tables and you can fight back.

But if you aren’t really willful about it and if you’re just casual about it and you’re just like, oh, well, I guess I’ll give this thing a try, it’s just not going to be enough. Like... you know It just won’t be enough.

They have too many tools to try and knock you off the road that you’re on. If you don’t hold on tight to whatever it is you’re trying to do, they will, they will knock you off of whatever it is you’re trying to do and they will impose their will on you and that can, that can result in the end of your life.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is so important for everyone to know (error, correction below)

NB: Whoops, he said, to notice.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. Because it’s really important, like you just said it, so carefully, because that is exactly how, excuse me, how serious the satellite is. And that’s how you know you are dealing with Nathan Berkowitz. Because he just pushes. He just pushes through whatever it is. And that is really important for everyone to notice.

He just pushes through it. And he notices... You know what, Nathan? How about you just talk through this?

NB: Yeah, so what I’m doing... So I have a task that I am executing right now. I am, I am, going through that task and I’m doing it. I know it is important. I want the outcome at the other side.

But I also am, you know I’m keeping track of the different components of the situation. But I’m holding on to this task. You could say I’m gripping it. And I’m gripping this task, I’m following the thread, and I am, I’m pushing as hard as I can through whatever problems they throw at me.

And if I you know if I get dropped off the thread, I get back on. Like if I get knocked off the horse, I get back on the horse and I just keep going. And I just keep going. You know, they, they, knock me off the horse, I keep going. They trip me, I just get right back up and I just try to pick up, pick up from where I left off. And I just keep focusing on that and just pushing through it. Even if it’s really unpleasant. Because that’s how you survive this thing.

Handler: Nathan, that is exactly the reason why you are here. And you know what?

NB: I’ll just also say, because it’s even better, you know, when you when you figure this out, because I want to, you know, I want everybody to feel more encouraged because when you really pick this up, it’s even better than just how you survive. Because, you know, you pick this up, you know, you, when you pick this up, your survival chances, it’s not just that your survival chances get better. You get the chance to turn the tables on the people who are doing this to you.

And you can absolutely turn the tables and then all of a sudden you are pushing them. They are not pushing you, you are pushing them.

You are painting them into a corner. And you are forcing them into retreat. And that’s a very good feeling. So I want everybody, you know, I don’t want, you know... You can, you master this, not only can you think like a survivor, you can think like a warrior. And it doesn’t guarantee you an outcome. It doesn’t guarantee you life.

It doesn’t guarantee that you will be able to, you know, it doesn’t guarantee that you will you will be able hit back or get the outcome that you want. But does it make it a hell of a lot more likely? You bet.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. And this is from someone... Who has gotten some amazing outcomes. Okay, Nathan, that is all. I mean, I can’t think of anything else.

What else do you want to say?

NB: Alright, so following the thread, staying focused, holding fast, and so they can wipe your working memory, they can do all these other things. You know, and you, and they have tons of ways to rock the boat that we’ve covered before. They can mess with their emotions. They can shut down parts of your brain.

They can slow, they interfere with their function, tamper - tamper with the state of their function, you can say. They can uh, they have all, have lots of methods to rock your boat. But just keep sailing.

Handler: Yes, Nathan. That is exactly the reason why you are here. And you know what, Nathan? That is so big of a deal. Okay, Nathan.

Like, I can’t think of anything else. The neural net is reeling right now because they are realizing a lot of people are going to hear this.

Okay, Nathan, that is it from our side.

NB: All right, I’m thinking now, tactile sensations, etch memories in. That’s good. Alright, I think we can close the conversation. Nothing further from me.

Handler: Okay, Nathan. And you know what? You have all of my corrections already. I mean, Nathan, you got almost everything correct, and when you didn’t, you either caught it or you got my correction.

So you did absolutely perfectly, as far as we are concerned.

NB: Okay, well then on that note, this is Nathan Berkowitz, and just as a closing remark, I’d just like to say, you know, to all the people out there trying to fight the good fight, G-dspeed, good luck, and may the forces of good triumph over the forces of evil in this world. And, and may Hashem look out for all of us. And that’s it. Alright. Shalom and good luck.

Actually, good hunting. G-dspeed. Maybe good hunting isn’t the right - fuck. Fuck it. That’s it. I’m wrapping it up. Go out there and give it the best you got.

I had heard rumors that we might have a new police chief in Mountlake Terrace, but I had yet to confirm them.

The Police Department has made many decisions that have had a devastating impact on my life. But even beyond my personal interest, as Mountlake Terrace has become something of an epicenter of the battle over the secrecy of the satellite, the question of who is in charge of the MLTPD has wide-ranging implications.

So I decided to go to the City Council meeting to see if there was any information on what was happening.

Right up to the meeting, my nervous system had already been under attack from the satellite. I felt like hell, but I knew I had to make it to that meeting.

Though the Neural Net may be a deeply evil institution with many grisly methods of maintaining order within its ranks, still many inside it are willing to stand up and fight it - often at terrifying personal risk. Sometimes they go by ‘The Rebels’, or also, ‘the Resistance’.

Many of these people happen to be handling me, and when they offer to slip me information to carry to the police, or the outside world, I try to make the most of that opportunity.

Sometimes the Neural Net will try to sabotage this process with false information meant to be very damaging. The process of breaking this information can itself be very dangerous - the people who run the Neural Net see secrets as essential to their power, and revealing anything can provoke a rage that can produce attempts on your life.

It is a subtle and dangerous game.

As I drove past the train station, all of the sudden my handlers started telling me that they wanted to share with me a method for saving someone’s life if they are put into a coma with sleep mode.

For context, the weapon system on the satellite has a mode for tampering with the state of your nervous system that they call ‘sleep mode’.

On a low setting, sleep mode can make you feel sluggish and tired. On higher settings, the operator can ‘sleep’ you, which is their term for literally making you fall asleep. They can literally do this to you anytime they want, including when you are standing up - or even when you are driving.

Turning sleep mode on high enough, I’m told, can force you into a coma from which you cannot awaken, or even kill you.

Though I didn’t have a lot of time before the meeting started, this was a big deal, as information about the satellite’s capabilities is absolutely precious.

‘Time is life’, as they say in the Neural Net, and I decided to pull over as fast as I could before one of the bad guys on the Neural Net was able to sound the alarm and stop us. After missing a turn off, which probably cost another 45 seconds, I made a snap decision to just pull over, put on my flashers and pull out my phone as fast as I could.

“Nathan, the way you wake someone out of a coma who has been put into sleep mode is that you use adrenaline and also what you use to get someone out of a coma.”

As I was typing this, I noticed some guy was trying to get my attention. I think he mistook me for an Uber. I finished typing, waved him off and continued my drive to City Hall.

When I arrived at the parking lot at City Hall not long after, I suddenly felt totally exhausted. My handlers explained that the Neural Net was tampering with my nervous system again, trying to make me feel so drained so that I would not even make it into the building.

I scraped myself out of my car and walked into the City Council building. As I walked in the door, I suddenly felt better. I figured it was because the Neural Net thought it would look bad if the guy who was such a thorn in their side looked too sickly in front of all of the people in attendance.

I sat down and took a look around as the City Council members took their seats. As I got settled in for a long meeting, I got an urgent request from one of my handlers to take down a message for the police to review. I got up from my seat in the council chamber and found a place by the door where I didn’t think there were any security cameras.

With my back facing the wall, I started frenetically relaying a message from my handlers to the police. The bad guys running the Neural Net were livid that I had made it to the City Council chamber anyway, and they were already trying to kill all of us.

I added my own postscript to warn the cops that this could go on for a while. Our nervous systems are always a target during certain times of strategic interest, or particular visibility. I had a feeling the attacks were probably going to continue for at least the next hour and a half to two hours, or at least until the meeting was over.

I returned to the City Council chamber.

At some point, a police officer showed up, spoke with the City Manager, and then stood in the corner of the City Council chamber near the door. I wondered if he came bearing any news regarding the police chief.

Not long after the meeting started, I got a request to take down another message. I left my seat and returned to the spot by the door which I had been using before.

This time, my handlers told me that a fight had broken out between the different bad guys in the Neural Net and that they might start killing each other soon.

The Neural Net is full of petty, violent people who are used to getting what they want, and don’t take well to anyone challenging them - even if it’s from their own ranks.

I finished typing up the message and then I returned to my seat in the council chamber.

Just minutes later, as I sat back down and tried to focus on the presentation, I got an urgent request to relay another message. I receive a lot of these, but this one was different. I rushed out of the council chamber while trying to remain quiet, returning to my spot where I had been standing between the double doors at the entrance.

“Nathan, I am going to tell you that the Neural Net is going to try to kill the officer who showed up to the City Council meeting tonight.”

Typing as fast as my thumbs could work, I warned the police watching over us of the imminent danger and then returned to the room.

As I returned to my seat, I gathered as much information as I could about what the bad guys were planning to do. In a rushed exchange with my handlers, I found out that it was no coincidence that they had slipped me that information about sleep mode during the drive over.

The bad guys’s plan was to use sleep mode to kill the officer right in front of the City Council. With the satellite now an open secret among the people in our community, it would be a public spectacle that would spread fear across the land.

As I walked back into the City Council chamber, I thought over what to do next. I know from experience that sleep mode can be used in ways that can incapacitate you very quickly but are still really subtle. I chose a different seat that would enable me to watch him out of the corner of my eye. At least, since he was standing up, it would be easier to notice if he was having a problem. I know from personal experience that when sleep mode is used on you while you are standing, you will start to stumble around before you lose consciousness.

In my mind I played through the scenario in my mind, and thought through how I would manage the situation in the event that they targeted him with sleep mode. There would be people panicking, and I would need to be very calm and matter of fact to keep the situation from getting out of control.

I continued communicating with my handlers and casting glances at the officer while reading the room. As I sat there, I was told that the Rebels were under heavy attack from the bad guys in the Neural Net. We were in a battle, and it was up to everyone involved to hang on and do their part.

In the meantime, the attacks against my own nervous system resumed. I started feeling a shooting pain in my left ear that just kept coming back again and again. ‘It’s just pain’, I thought. I couldn’t afford to lose focus.

I noticed the officer leave the room and quickly get switched with another officer. I felt better almost instantly, because it was a visual indication that the cavalry was here, and they were watching. I kept an eye on him anyway, just in case.

The City Council meeting continued. I sat there, checking the officer and reading the situation while the presenters went through their slides. My ear felt like an icepick was inside it.

Finally, as the meeting came to a close, and the City Council members and everyone else began to mingle, I looked around. I went through a mental checklist of things to think about before standing down. I knew there were several police in the area, they were watching, the meeting was over, and my handlers had told me the worst of the danger had abated. I made a judgement that it was time to leave, and out the doors I went.

The purpose of this guide is to give you an understanding of how ‘emotion tampering’ is commonly used and some tips on how to assess the situation so you can glean intelligence and turn the tables.

What the satellite can do

The satellite can be used to trigger virtually any emotional state in a person. This includes making you cripplingly anxious, crushingly despondent, elated, totally angry, disgusted, ashamed, egotistical or proud. When they trigger these states, they can make them as strong or as subtle as they want, and they can last a long time.

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According to a source I have within the Neural Net, “Gangstalking is a problem in every country in the west, Nathan. Every country in the West, including the ones that don’t speak English.”

Though the topic of gangstalking remains sparsely documented in the English language news, data from Google Trends shows …

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These symptoms include severe headaches, dizziness, blurred vision, tinnitus, and vertigo.

I have a lot of firsthand experience with the satellite, including as part of an FBI operat…

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I’ve been told a bunch of times that the FBI can interfere with even analog electronics from space. Even this ancient Jenn Air oven, apparently.

Normally, this is the kind of thing I would keep to myself. Everyone knows secrets are part of law enforcement as well as intelligence.

And this is, after all, just a misbehaving oven.

But sometimes when there are more serious misuses of technology, a reminder is due.

Because if an institution established to protect the people of the United States of America decides to turn a weapon on the American people in total and flagrant disregard for the law, it cedes its morale right to the secrecy of that weapon.

Kiss my NDA, FBI.

Oh, wait.

The Neural Net poses a unique and existential threat to freedom, human rights, and self governance around the globe.

It may no longer be simply a cancerous outgrowth of the US government anymore, but a global menace.

The purpose of this article is to draw on my knowledge gained from fighting the Neural Net to provide a resource to help fight b…

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This is not legal, psychological, or medical advice and it should not be considered a substitute for the advice of a professional. I am not a lawyer, doctor, or psychologist. The information provided here is for informational purposes only and its use is exclusively at your own risk.

Introduction

People being targeted by the Neural Net face a nu…

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I was schizophrenic in the eyes of the law, which was devastating.

Yet in the meantime, with the lives of many hanging in the balance, my handlers would eventually peel back another layer to reveal the institution behind the satellite and the gangstalkers.

According to m…

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Eventually, my handlers started revealing to me that it was in fa…

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I was still holding down the software engineering job t…

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